My anxiety is physically draining but my mind is racing.

my mind all day: don’t forget to pick up chicken on your way home from work, ooh don’t forget to drop off that scentsy catalog, oh and then there is that product you need to deliver, where is Taytum at?..don’t forget mom has her today..hope her day was good, I should make it to the bank tomorrow to get a debit card, I wonder if flights are cheaper yet, off Thursday, Friday…work Saturday, Scentsy party Saturday, late for birthday dinner Saturday…when will i see Benson, Sunday Scentsy at my house..clean..buy breakfast stuff, church, what else..what else….I know I am forgetting everything. (brain thinking at 100mph), spray tan this person, take photos for this person, become blogger, photographer, literally.. everything and anything.

my body all day: I can’t move from this chair.

I need to hit the gym for another round today and clear my thoughts. Does anyone else have this enormous list in their brain of all the things they need to accomplish that drains them of all energy.

Tomorrow the list gets longer.