I found myself totally distraught yesterday while browsing all my Pinterest inspiration and realizing how big I’ve really gotten this pregnancy.

I spent way too long in my closet looking for clothing that made me look smaller, way too long staring in the mirror from multiple angles, and then proceeded with how my face wasn’t symmetrical. It got really out of hand guys.

I left the house disappointed but happy to be out on my bestie date where I inevitably ate all of my dinner….and dessert, laughed hysterically at Bad Moms 2, and my usual conversations with Heidi, and enjoyed some free time.

I got home and spooned Benson who said “cuddle me momma” and fell asleep thinking of all the things I did have instead of the smaller pregnant body I didn’t have. I get to be momma to three babies. I’m over halfway through a super easy pregnancy, and I have such a loving support system.

I wont deny that I still looked at my body in the mirror this morning. Bummed that I woke up late too late go workout, and wondering what I’ll wear today. But I’m so grateful to be carrying another beautiful little boy. My body can take the backseat because this girl is a foodie. But! I will increase my activity level and hydrate! Maybe eat one healthy meal a day 😉

Anyway, just some Good Friday morning thoughts! God is GOOD and pregnancy is beautiful!